Tuesday, February 19, 2013
I'm in a loop:
Every fall I get all anxious about all the fall events, holidays, birthdays, Mommy crap. I have a near anxiety melt-down over pulling off a perfect stress-free Christmas.
And then every January I get on here and bitch about winter and wanting to go to Texas. And for all of February every year I am on realty websites picking out our new house in Texas. Every other post for the past few years has been about how homesick I am for Texas.
And then every spring I decide it is beautiful and great here.
And then every summer we travel all over and do a million things and generally love life.
And then every late summer I grumble about when is school going to start and why do I live so far from my family.
Is this normal? My mother in law says I'm restless. Maybe that is all it is.
I feel like it just brings on middle age so fast. Everything is so predictable. I want to pull the kids out of school, sell the house, rent an RV, buy a homeschool curriculum and just GO. Be adventurous.